yea so what.

So You ever get those people in your life you wish you never met??

Huge fucking mistakes of life that should have been never allowed out in public

Yea well fuck them

Its a simple thing, if I dont want anything to do with you, why must you try and try to force your way back into my life?

There is a fucking reason I dont talk to you on AIM, message you on facebook or even call you anymore

GET LOST, this is not an open invitation to stalk my Facebook and find my BBM pin and randomly message me.

It really pisses me off when i'm trying to focus on myself and own happiness and people come back in there to fuck shit up for me once again.
If I could honestly build a time machine.. well yea

One of the first things i'd do is kick myself in the head for saying hello


Yea so... if you haven't figured out by reading the previous lines above there... I hate certain people in my life

DONT COME AROUND, DONT CALL ME TO COME HANG OUT. period

There's a bunch of them. Two words sums up how I feel about them
FUCK YOU

Ive looked back at my past year and realized with the exception of a very few events that happened last year, I wasted a year a whole fucking year of my life.

I recently have been focused on bring myself back to how I was about 2 years ago...
Happy and care free.
SLOWLY, SLOWLY getting there
Keeping myself focused and trying to get back into what I love doing the most.. No need to elaborate what that is, because it's pretty self evident what it is by looking at my blog lol.

But yea, I hate fucking fact people are douche bags
If you have something to say to me, say it to my face ..

Don't send a friend a text message saying you're gonna break my neck and punch me in the nose,
come do it. Try me.
I have no fears of anyone or anything
Test me, thats all I have to say .

also...kiss my ass with your idea of how the world revolves around your head, NOT EVERYTHING IS ABOUT YOU
so pull your head out of you ass and look around before you start making assumptions.

And on one last note...
I bite my tongue very very often, I hold back from what I want to say constantly

But I realized. I hate when I open my mouth.
It always fucks things up for me, idk what it is?
So you know what... Im keeping my mouth shut from now on and never expressing my opinions

There's only two or three people in my life right now I can never get mad at, no matter what they do..
And with that being said, im not going to open my mouth before I put my foot in my mouth
Like I have done many times in the past.



on a lighter side.. Ive been busting ass in the garage and its paying off.
JZX73 is 85% Complete
S13 is now home in the garage
Corolla is looking more official.

Trade for a MX63 is underway.


These things are the only things keeping my from grabbing a baseball bat and rearranging a few people faces that have the nerve to threaten me via text message and will not man up to say it to my face
OR yelling at the top of my lungs because I hate my life right now.

LETS CLEAR UP ONE THING.
I AM NOT A VIOLENT PERSON, NOR DO I HAVE A BAD TEMPER

Im actually one of the most relaxed individuals you will prob ever meet.

I just am very dark on the inside and express my rage in other ways... for example
working on my cars, and driving them very very hard.

So yea.. thats whats been on my mind for a little while

There's also one more thing, but i'm not ready to put it out there yet.
And it was originally in this entry, but I edited it and took it out because I chose not to express it.